Fibromyalgia Awareness Day 12 May 2014

Hello my beautiful warriors and friends.

I hope you are all having a pain free evening, day, afternoon or whatever time of day or night it is.

I have been loving watching the feeds on Facebook be inundated with people posting about fibro awareness and sharing other peoples status's and pictures etc.

I have been neglecting talking about fibro so much on my youtube channel and I really need to get that sorted because one of the major reasons I started my channel was to show people more about what life is like living with this horrible condition.

I have a video coming this week talking about Wheatgrass and how it has affected my body and I want to start doing more videos on ways to try and help our bodies as well. I am hoping to get other peoples input in to what helps them and how they are trying to battle it along side or even instead of medication.

On the note of medication, I have had a horrendous few days, I ran out of my tramadol last week, I thought I had more than I did and then when my mum went to pick up my script on friday the chemist had screwed up and couldn't find the script. So I was going crazy, the pain was horrible, I couldn't sleep. My left hand side from my neck to my foot gets the worst restless pain and it has been keeping me awake. This morning I was still awake when Thomas came home at 6am, I ended up going to lie on the sofa and finally dozed off around 8am I slept for two hours. So I am pretty tired now. I was taking cocodomal over the weekend, but it was basically just taking the edge off. Now that I have tramadol back in my system I am feeling a little better but it will take days for it to actually ease properly from the state it is now and also to feel more awake.

I am trying to build a business for myself to work from home, but it is starting to feel like 2 steps forward 10 back. I feel like every time I get somewhere and feel more human and like I can actually really get stuck in my body laughs at me and thinks yeah right!! I hate that I have not been making money. I hate being on benefits. Hmmmm perhaps this could actually be a video talking about how it feels to live on benefits?!? What do you think? Do you think it could be a good video to give insight in to what it actually makes us feel like to have to rely on benefits???

Anyway I am off to bed. I want to get some filming done tomorrow and some blogging on my Beauty Blog.

Love and prayers to you all,

Lynds
xxxxxx

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